Heart Mind and Seoul Korea

Heart Mind and Seoul Korea
I am 19 years old and called to serve in the Korea Seoul South Mission as a missionary for the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. I would like to thank all who have shown their love and support throughout this life changing journey of mine.

Wednesday, October 15, 2014

Letter - 10/13/14

Dear Family and Friends,

Well I don't even know where to start as I got on the computer today I was overflowed with photos of a brand new baby niece, Ember Grace. WELCOME TO THE WORLD LITTLE EMBER! Oh how I wish I could be there to see her right now but I know that Heavenly Father is taking far better care of her than I ever could and this is where she would want me to be anyways if she could express her feelings at this time. What a special time in my family's life and testimony builder as we receive a new life, a new miracle, and new assurance that God is aware of us and He Lives. What a blessing it is to have a family where we can love each other, support each other, make memories, build friendships and know that we can live as eternal families with God one day. I am so grateful that I have this knowledge and have the opportunity to share it with the Korean people. I love my family so much. They are one of the greatest blessings I have ever received and I thank my Heavenly Father each and everyday for them individually. They each teach me different things and have their own strengths that I am able to learn from to make myself better and more Christlike. I LOVE YOU DAD, MOM, TYLER, JOELLE, EDEN, EMBER, MALLORY, and HAILEY! Thank you for being YOU!

As for the missionary work this week! Well it was the last week of the transfer so we received transfer calls! Yeah we were all really nervous because currently we are lacking in sister missionaries so sister areas in the mission are beginning to close down. We thought for sure it would be one of our areas because it would be easy to close because both wards meet in the same church building. We waited and waited all night! Sister Lyman and Sister Hunter were pretty sure they were leaving as they have served here for 5 transfers now so it was just dependant on what would happen to Sister Hammerl and I. Well come to find out they didn't close us down and my new companion will be Sister Stout!!!  I lived with her when I was in 화곡  for 3 transfers!! Icouldn't believe it! Poor girl is stuck with me for another 6 weeks! haha Just kidding but I am so grateful for my mission president and for his worthiness to receive revelation for me that is according to the Lord's will. It is going to be awesome and truly is an answer to my prayers! It is a true tender mercy from the Lord to be able to serve with her this next transfer.  Even more exciting news!! Sister Hunter will be going to serve in my last area!! I am so excited for her but so sad to see her leave.  I have learned so much from Sister Hunter and it has been an honor to be serving with her. She is one of the most Christlike people I know and truly demonstrated Christ's attributes each and every day with me and others. I admire her so much and thank my Heavenly Father for allowing me to build an eternal friendship with her.

Wasn't General Conference just great though!! I was able to watch it this weekend and I just loved it! How lucky we are to have this gospel and such great Church leaders that guide and direct this church under the will of the Lord. I especially enjoyed the new additions of allowing the Quorum of the Seventy speak in their native tongue! All of us missionaries were waiting for Korean but it never showed but it's okay because we still probably wouldn't have understood it that well. Good old Korean in the words of my missionary president "Korean isn't hard. It just takes a long time." That is the most true statement but I am just so grateful for the amount of Korean I have been given that allows me to fulfill my purpose each day. One talk that I loved was from Carlos A. Godoy's talk as he talked a lot about his Patriarchal Blessing. As most of you know it was my Patriarchal Blessing that really got me here on a mission and I cannot tell you how grateful I am for the direct guidance Heavenly Father gave me through it, but like Elder Godoy I too wondered what I could do to make sure all the blessings that the Lord has promised me come true. So these last two transfers I have studied my Patriarchal Blessing everyday, paragraph by paragraph and charted out what blessings I will receive, what I have to do to receive them and how I can receive them. It has been an amazing experience and I could not be more grateful for the spiritual guidance I have received. I love Elder Godoy's comment of "Just because things are going well doesn't mean that there isn't something that could be better." There is always something better and we can always push a little harder. We must do what it takes so we can receive the best of blessings that are available to us because we are God's children and He has the best of the best waiting to pour them down upon us. I know that as we are about doing the Lord's will doing our best and using Christ's atonement in our lives we can receive those most wonderful blessings. We are receiving them now but we can receive more as we do what it takes and give our whole commitment to God. HE WILL fulfill His promised blessings as we do our part and show our love to Him.

I also especially loved our dear prophet's words. Isn't President Thomas S. Monson such a wonderful man as so many of the church leaders expressed their love to him and shared his amazing stories of Christlike service and love.  How lucky we are to be led by a true man of God. I too know for myself through the power of the Holy Ghost that President Thomas S. Monson is God's chosen prophet in this day. I know President Monson is leading God's true church and as we give heed to his teachings we can be led safely through this life because we can always trust the prophet a mouthpiece to the Lord. Talking on following Christ I loved how he told us that "Decisions determine Destiny." The decisions we make truly are determining the rest of our lives and we are so lucky to know that Heavenly Father has given us the tools on how to make correct decisions. He did not send us out into this world without guidance or direction. He gave us the tools and now is the time to use them so we can make our way back to Him. I love his comment "Walking where Jesus walked is less important than walking as He walked." We can all walk the path Christ walked. In fact we all are. He experienced everything that we have experienced it just a matter of HOW we are walking that path. We all have the potential to walk our path the way that Christ walked it. There are still challenges but if walk our path the way Christ walked it we will have Him by our side supporting us, lifting us, comforting us, strengthening us and enduring with us. I know that Christ's path is the way. He will guide us as long as we turn to Him and rely on His Atonement to walk as He walked.

After conference yesterday Sister Hunter had to say goodbye to many of the members and the hardest was our sweet 황미주 (young adult mission leader).  We both cannot express the love we have for her but the relationship and friendship we have built is eternal. We did a practice lesson with her and then we just talked. She told us about the decision process of how she thinks God chooses where each of His missionaries need to go. She believes that there is also a counsel in heaven where they decide and say this person needs to go to this place because they can help that person who is living there. She told us that God sent Sister Hunter and I to 금천 for her because we are her angels. Sister Hunter and I both had tears running down our faces. We found one reason why we were sent to this wonderful ward and in the result of our effort we have established a friendship that will last forever. We are family. I am so grateful and I personally think that 황미주  was our angel as she brightened our days when things were hard, strengthened our testimony through bearing hers and giving us hope to carry on. I am so grateful for her and her love. I don't know how I have gotten so lucky to have so many wonderful people influence my life for the better but I am full of gratitude every single day and will thank my God forever.

Well I am running low on time and just want to close with my testimony.

I know that we have a Heavenly Father who loves us and is aware of us personally. I know He sent His Son Jesus Christ out of love for His children to atone for each of our sins, sorrows, pains, and disappointments individually. I know Jesus Christ is my Savior. I know He lives and through Him we can have the hope and strength to carry on through this troubling world. I know He will forever carry our load as we come unto Him. I know Jesus Christ is our perfect example and through following Him and walking as He walked we are on our way to a life full of eternal peace and happiness. I know that Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ restored Christ's gospel through the Prophet Joseph Smith. The Prophet Joseph Smith saw God the Father and His Son Jesus Christ on that spring day.  I know the Prophet Joseph Smith is a prophet of God and he sacrificed everything for the gospel of Christ. I know the Book of Mormon is Another Testament of Jesus Christ. It brings us closer to Christ and our Heavenly Father. I know it is God's words to His children manifesting that He loves us and He is the same yesterday, today and forever. I know God answers prayers. He hears each of our prayers and knows our needs and as we turn to Him He will give us the best gift to help us.  I know this church is true. I know it brings happiness to lives because I am a living witness of that truth. I know these things through the power of the Holy Ghost who is my constant companion and I know the Holy Ghost guides and directs me each day as I remain worthy of its companionship. I love this gospel. In the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.   

I love you and miss you all!

Love,
드리스콜자매
Sister Ciarra Jean Driscoll

Wednesday, October 8, 2014

Letter - 10/6/14

Dear Family and Friends,

Well I cannot believe that another month has come and gone! How is it possible that I have now been a missionary for 10 months! Time is truly flying by and now that I am on the downhill slide it’s going by faster then ever before. This week was just another great week in Korea and I am so grateful to be serving as a missionary at this time. I have been asked a lot these last two weeks when I will be able to watch Conference. I will be watching conference next Saturday and Sunday in English! I am so excited and can't wait to hear the words of our Church leaders. I know that through conference we receive personal revelation and guidance as we listen to the prophet's words and then act. I wish when I was younger I would have valued those General Conference Weekends and really realized what they contained. We have the opportunity every 6 months to receive direction from our Heavenly Father through His servants. Whatever is said in Conference is from God and we must listen to His counsel. "Whether by mine own or by the voice of my servants, it is the same."  As far as the Women's General Session when Sister Hunter and I heard that a Korean primary choir sang we immediately looked it up on LDS.og and watched it. When I was watching them sing I started seeing familiar faces and come to find out that 4 of those adorable Korean girls were from my last area in 화곡.   As I watched them sing in their Korean traditional clothing I realized the love I have for these people. The love that I have developed for the Korean people in just 10 months is so strong that I can't explain. I am so grateful to be serving amongst them and learning through their examples.

This week I found out that love and service truly paves the way and opens the hearts of others. As I mentioned last week Sister Hunter and I are short on investigators. We focused on one specific investigator who dropped us last week and tried to figure out how we could show our love to her and serve her. She is currently going through a hard time because she needs to find a job and the job her parents want her to have contains taking a three part test in which she has now failed three times. She feels like she has let her family down and told us that she just needs time because that will be the best medicine for her. We were so sad and just wanted to give her a spark of hope back into her life and let her know that we believe in her and so does our Heavenly Father so she just needs to trust in Him. So this week we turned to the scriptures and found Alma 38:5 where Alma is counseling his son Shiblon and reminding him to trust in the Lord because He will always support us in our afflictions. We made the scripture more personal to her putting her name in so it would say" And now my (my Daughter,신나리) I would that ye should remember, that as much as ye shall put your trust‍ in God even so much ye shall be delivered‍ out of your trials, and your troubles, and your afflictions, and ye shall be lifted up at the last day."  We wrote this wonderful scripture on a message card and made her cookies. When we delivered them she wasn't home but later that night after planning we received a text from her thanking us and asking us if we had time next week again!  She then said that she must try again on that test!  Our small act of love and service brought her to have just a little more hope and confidence. The scripture and cookies did the job we were asking for as we did it out of sincere love which gave her some confidence in the Lord to trust in Him and keep trying. I know that as we love her and continue to serve her she will feel God's love for her. I am just so grateful for the scriptures, they always have the perfect guidance and words of comfort.

I don't know if I have mentioned this but my ward Relief Society has asked me to choreograph a simple dance for them to perform at the ward Christmas Party!  Yes I am so excited because with my talent of dance it is kind of hard to share but I have been given this opportunity to share it with this wonderful ward here in 금천. I am so excited. On Friday we met with our Young Single Adult 황미주 who we do practice lessons with and she said they have decided on a song and it is "Dancing Queen."  It will be quite the experience and I can just picture our Relief Society now. They are all have such fun personalities and characters. I am just once again so grateful to my Heavenly Father that He is giving me this chance to share just a portion of my talent that He has given me. Speaking a little bit of 황미주,    Sister Hunter and I taught the third lesson to her this week and she was just amazed of how much we have improved. She truly has played such a huge role in my missionary work here in 금천. She has taught us just about everything there is to know and I admire her so much. The relationship I have gained with her is one that will last forever and I will never be able to thank her enough. We are truly family. Sister Hunter and I always talk about how we want to be like her and when we go home we are going to do skype dates with her all the time. The relationships like I have said before that I am gaining here in Korea is worth it all. I am coming to know my brothers and sisters here in Korea and there is just a special bond. I love these people so much and will serve them with all my heart, might, mind and strength for my Savior and Heavenly Father.

As I have been studying the Book of Mormon this week I read about Helaman and His wonderful Stripling warriors. The more I read the stories of the Book of Mormon the more I learn and the more I love them. As they introduce the qualities of the stripling warriors I am just amazed with their qualities. It says that they were true at all times, valiant, courageous and men of truth and soberness. How did they develop such qualities? They were taught the commandments of God and how to walk uprightly before HIm.  It's through the commandments and obeying them that we develop such qualities like the stripling warriors or Helaman or Moroni. The commandments are Heavenly Father's personal instructions to us that allow us to be taught by the Most High. The Book of Mormon is a guide on how to be a faithful follower of Christ and I love it so much. As the story continues Helaman and his stripling warriors go off to battle and when I read this story the song "We'll Bring the World His Truth" just kept running through my mind. As I read I noticed how Helaman continued to call his army either, "little force", "little band", or "small force." But yet these warriors accomplished the most in the war and went out and fought more courageously then any of the men in the Book of Mormon. It just showed me that Heavenly Father really does make small and simple things great as these young men fought valiantly in HIS STRENGTH. These stripling warriors were the little boys who had never fought before but because they had been taught the commandments of God and developed such qualities through God's teachings they could overcome anything that came their way because they were consistently relying on God and turning to Him at all times. I know that as we follow the examples of the stripling warriors in developing such qualities and faith that the Lord will make us great in His eyes.

I want you all to know how much I love you and appreciate your encouragement, counsel, prayers, support and love. I love being a missionary and realize that time is going by and this is the only time to live this wonderful experience so that is what I am doing. I am living in the moment and recognizing the Lord each day and becoming more and more aware of the tender mercies He gives me. I love this gospel and I know it is true. I know the Heavenly Father loves and know each of His children. He loves us so much that He sent His ONly Begotten Son, Jesus Christ to this earth to atone for our sins so He could show us mercy and allow us to enter back into His presence. I know that Jesus Christ is my Savior and He is your Savior. No matter what we go through in life He will always understand. I know that Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ appeared to Joseph Smith and restored the fullness of the gospel through him. I know that through God's power Joseph Smith translated the Book of Mormon which testifies of Christ and draws us closer to Him. I know the Book of Mormon is true and as we read it everyday the happiness of our lives will grow beyond what you can imagine. This gospel is true. I know it. I live it. I love it. Have a wonderful week each of you and remember that the Lord is always with us as we remain with Him. He will never leave us or walk away. I miss and love each of you!!!

Love,
드리스콜자매
Sister Ciarra Jean Driscoll