Well I don't really know where to start.This week I will be a third done with my mission. Have 6 months really gone by?? I don't know what it feels like back at home but time sure is flying in Korea. Isn't time and interesting thing. I have thought a lot about time while being a missionary as I want to use the Lord's time as wisely as possible and picture this life just a speck in the sky compared to the eternities we have after this life. We all have 24 hours in a day are we using it wisely? Are we allowing those 24 hours change us to be better and reach the full potential that Heavnly Father sees in us? That's another thought. Reaching our full potential. We reach our full potential with the Lord's help and by setting goals. As my mission currently has been focusing a lot on consecration I have been setting goals to become the consecrated missionary that I see in myself and God sees in me. Detailing everything to make this work the Lord's and make sure I do it His way. With reachable and challenging goals we can reach our potential as we push ourselves and achieve them. So each of us can push ourselves a little more in becoming the person we want to be and God wants us to be.
This week was just another fabulous week in the Korea Seoul South Mission in the wonderful area of 화곡. Sister Ward and I are just working hard everyday really focusing on our members as well as our investigators. We have the best ward to be working with and I am so grateful for their love and help. Last week we had a lot of interaction with our members as they have been feeding us like crazy and this coming week once again I think we have about 4 dinner appointments. I love gonig to the members homes and getting to know them as well as being able to share a special message with them. Our messages usually are very simple but I have learned that simplicity is the best. Clear and simple is my testimony of this gospel. Clear and simple is the Gospel of Jesus Christ, have faith, be obedient, surrender to God's will and most importantly LOVE. Love is our motivation. Love paves the way. Love is God's motivation. Love is everything.
Sister Ward and I were really busy this week with different appointments but one I want to talk about imparticular. So Friday..each Friday we meet with an investigator at her home. She is super nice and is really good at English. We do the 30/30 program with her so our 30 minutes of English we actually got on the topic of rodeo so I was able to talk a lot about my rodeo life. She thought I was crazy that I loved to ride horses so much. When it came to teach our message we followed up and asked if she has read the repentance section the pamphlet we had given her. Well comes to find out she read the Restoration pamphlet. Repentenc and Restoration sound kind of similar in Korean so I must have not extened the commitment very clearly last week BUT it ended up being the greatest lesson ever. We decided to just base the lesson of the Restoration because thats what she read and it never hurts to review. So I specifically asked her about Joseph Smith and what she thought about him. She then went off and siad its kind of strange but I have met with so many missionaries that say they know he is a prophet and I want to know.. How can I know? I though whoa really wants to know and we can tell her how she can know. So Sister Ward explained how she came to know that Joseph Smith was a prophet and while explaining the feelings she felt from the spirit she was meaning to say she felt peace in Korean but then pronounced peace a little wrong and it translated to anger disease. You should have seen our invetigators face. She was so confused but then luckily we got it all figured out and we were all just laughing. We were able to tell her that she can pray and specifically ask the question to Heavenly Father "Is Joseph Smith really a Propeht? Did he really see Jesus Christ and Heavenly Father?" We commited her to do that this week and are currently praying that she will recieve and answer to her prayer. IT was just a really neat experience as I felt that we were really able to teach to her needs because all she really wants to know is How she can know. We were both to happy after the lesson ans so was our investigator. It was such a good experience.
Another experience this week was we met with a young girl on Monday. Our new investigator whom we just love but this next time meeting with her was just different. The first time she was super open talkative and wanting to learn but this next time she was really quiet and it was just not like last time. As we strive to lighten the mood and get her back to her bubbly self we find that she doesn't want to learn about our message because she searched the internet and although that she knows that the internet is not always right but most things said that the Book of Mormon specifically was wrong. Sister Ward and I thought well there is only one way to find out if it really is wrong and that is to read it for yourself. I invited her to read and find out for herself and testifed that she would be able to know. We both did. But it just wasn't working. The Spirit wasn't there and she just wasn't wanting to accept. It was so hard but what I learned from that experience is not only to I have to be worthy of the Spirit at all times so that it can teach but the person or investigator has to be willing to let the Spirit teach them. She had already decided that day before we met that she did not like the Book of Mormon so she stopped the Spirit and closed her heart to its teachings. It was really hard because I thought it was all me but I then realized that it takes two. Sister Ward and I must have the Spirit but the investigator has to be willing to feel the Spirit and let it teach them.
This missionary work is by far the best experience I could ever ask for. I love that I am able to be a part of this marvelous work and love that I am growing everyday. I have so many experiences that I wish I could share all of them all at once but time is up and its time to get to work. I love each of you and miss you all. Thank you for your love, support, and prayers. I hope you have a wonderful week and I want you all to know that I know this church is true. I know Heavenly Father is our Father and that He loves us. I know the Jesus Christ is my Savior and only through Him can we find true joy. I love this gospel. It truly changes lives. It is changing mine everyday. I love you all Always remember to be happy and stay smiling! Life is too short to do anything but Smile!
Love,
드리스콜자매
Sister Ciarra Jean Driscoll
